HALLWAYS - Grief (feat. Fabian Jochum) Lyrics

Let me whisper my grief
Why do I have to live this way
I wish I could change the fate
I was given that day
Is it written on my grave
That I will always stay the same
A child corrupted and left alone
With neither hell nor home
I know the discontent to give up the ghost
It's hanging above my head
Like a noose around my neck
This pain in purgatory
Sew my skin
'cause I am weary of bleeding out
Leave me be
All I want is the night
To swallow me whole
Feeling nothing
Of what I am used to be
I won't keep watching
All of you just fading away
And I know hope full of colors
That won't fade to grey
Let me whisper my grief
Why do I have to live this way
I wish I could change the fate
I was given that day
Is it written on my grave
That I will always stay the same
A child corrupted and left alone
With neither hell nor home
Have I become the sickness
The heavy weight and gloom
Watch the suffering
Tear it all apart
My misery a cancer
Never meant to live this way
Let me whisper my grief
Why do I have to live this way
I wish I could change the fate
I was given that day
Is it written on my grave
That I will always stay the same
A child corrupted and left alone
With neither hell nor home
Can't remember the good life
I might've had
It swept beneath my feet
And choked me close to death
I'm sorry that pain is all I've left to give
But I'm so scared I'll never feel loved again