Ain't close my heart in 9 months is it big enough, feet stuck to the pavement can't lift em up
Ain't seen a face that I was raised since August 1, my palms were sweaty from the Croatian sun
Felt the stomach knots stood up on the edge and jumped
Sent me to the highest places pace is like a tommy gun
No space to take a break I stay in transit like a bagged lunch
Know you seen these Instagrams youd think this life was only fun
Seen people lose jobs lose self lose love, when you living fast n loose you gon lose stuff
Did it all in pursuit of the truth but, I had to get lost before I found some
Had to go broke to make my money jump, had to hit the bottom for is floating up
Have to be exhausted for I'm waking up, refused to say enoughs enough no path f*ck that I'm making one
Put my glass up make a toast, to all my people squad goals
Turned my life into a movie ain't wan see these credits roll
Rest and repetition had me claustrophobic seeing ghosts
Made insane reality the whole world feeling close
But the curtain on its way down I'm ready, my mindset is my weapon and it's heavy
Optimism steady like my mind see the vision cut the envy
Your discontent is petty fight through it til you ready
Seen people living side of road still they life was goals
Understood its who you know make your happy grow
Owners of these million dollar homes focused on they woes
Need to shift that focus to a purpose make that future known
I left it all so I could find myself, of course I needed help
My family winning like Phelps, searching for something greater
This journey ain't what we seen its what we felt
Don't ask my favorite city go and find it for yourself!