What a half-ass attempt to get me back
You should've shown up at my door
With an award winning speech
Said you wanna hang out, catch up, so casual
And I don't think you understand
High stakes urgency
Day and night I spent gasping for air
Would rather sleep than be awake
Suffocated by my rage
And just when I begin to feel okay
You think a text will get you laid
You'll never know how hard I fought to reach this
Place
You'll never know how hard I fought to reach this
Place
You'll never know
What a lame-ass attempt to make amends
You should've shown up with a check
Covering my therapy
You wanna pick up where we left off
When I was vulnerable
And I don't think you understand
I'm a whole new beast
Day and night I spent gasping for air
Would rather sleep than be awake
Suffocated by my rage
And just when I begin to feel okay
You think a text will get you laid
You'll never know how hard I fought to reach this
Place
You'll never know how hard I fought to reach this
Place
You'll never know
You subtly infiltrated my system
Like a toxin, like a toxin
You don't get to live here
You don't get to speak here
You don't get to touch me when you almost broke me
You subtly infiltrated my system
Like a toxin, a mother f'ing toxin
You don't get to live here
You don't get to speak here
You don't get to touch me
Anymore
Day and night I spent gasping for air
Would rather sleep than be awake
Suffocated by my rage
And just when I begin to feel okay
You think a text will get you laid
You'll never know how hard I fought to reach this
Place
Place
You'll never know
You'll never know
You'll never know
How hard I fought
How far I walked
You'll never know
You'll never know
You'll never know
How hard I fought
How far I walked