You hurt me bad till I can't move and I don't trust nobody else
I'm not mad at you, I'm happy that you tryna love yourself
I'm just mad at me for getting how to truly love myself and I'm a soldier on my own, fighting
Battles with no help
I keep holding on to your love knowing I don't need it
I don't need it
I gave you everything I had and in return you let me bleeding
It aint deserving
I'm only human girl, I know I ain't perfect
I'm gon' make mistakes
Been battling all this pain right now, it's urgent
So let me know how you feel
I've been dealing with fake love so long, I don't know what is real
If I had to choose death or a broken heart, I'd rather get killed
I feel like I done died a thousand times
I can't lie, you still on my mind
Know what, we not no more, but I still want it back
Hurt tryna block your phone, feel like I'm running back
When I say watch your tone, don't mean it's something bad
Call from my doctor's phone, they say I've been attached
I found my peace, so we part separate ways
You need a break, I need a break, so we need extra days
I'm moving forward, all that matters is the step I take
Know we not lovers, but I promise I'ma text away
Let's hope for better days
You hurt me bad till I can't move and I don't trust nobody else
I'm not mad at you, I'm happy that you tryna love yourself
I'm just mad at me for getting how to truly love myself
And I'm a soldier on my own, fighting battles with no help
I go through all this shit all alone
I ain't never judge you, but from experience I should've known better
I ain't lying when I said I love you
You would kiss me anytime we cuddled
I was silly thinking I could trust you
This shit just got my heart in trouble
It was love anytime I f*cked you, yeah
Now a nigga screaming, f*ck you, yeah
Mind racing like it's on a freeway
You the reason why I'm up these days
You heard me bad, baby
And that drive me crazy
I done seen some keys, but I'm not a piano
You can't play me
You hurt me bad till I can't move and I don't trust nobody else
I'm not mad at you, I'm happy that you tryna love yourself
I'm just mad at me for getting how to truly love myself
And I'm a soldier on my own, fighting battles with no hope