My whole life I feel it running circles I stay quiet cause I don't wanna hurt you
Put the lid on top, the double cup So you can't see the purple
Feelin' all alone, but I can't vent Know it's no one to turn to
Cause if I told you what it was You wouldn't believe this shit
And if you watch the way I grind You'll see I fiend for this
I can't believe that I was stressed when I don't need that bitch
No, I don't need that bitch, on god
Put that on my soul, baby Tell me what you know, baby
Can I feel love without you takin' off your clothes, baby
You gon Do the' shit you like This shit is not in of my control, baby
My life is like a gamble While I'm watchin' the dice roll lately
Actin' like I'm okay
Said I smile like I don't feel pain
I wish you understand the things I say
I can't be waitin' on you to change
They say everything gon' be alright
Okay, when am I gon' be alright
I been feelin' all this pain tonight
Feelin' all this pain, walk through the rain don't feel the same tonight
I been holdin' on
To what I thought we was, but that's okay, I can't be stuck
You the one that made me give a f*ck, now I don't give a f*ck
You the one that made me feel stuck, now you not what I want
My whole life, I feel it running circles
I stay quiet, cause I don't wanna hurt you
Put the lid on top, the double cup, so you can't see the purple
Feelin' all alone, but I can't vent, know it's no one to turn to
I feel ashamed of the everyday I live when you're not here
I put you in better places, and you just never care
Put you in that place for them to stop and stare
And that's what they all did, you knowing what it is
You broke a bond that I thought was unbondable
My whole life full of doubts, some shit I gotta prove
Was scrapin' pots in the pans to make my stomach full
Our bond was way too fast, I got too comfortable
You say it's okay, but don't feel okay
Drivin' this bitch fast like I got Road rage
Have you ever been so high that you feel no pain
You got the key to my heart and this bitch so cage
I put the lid on top, the double cup, so you can't see the color
I can't disrespect my bitch, I know that might just hurt her mother
Flexin' on my ex, bitch, I been poppin' shit all summer
She call me dumb, but that bitch dumber
My whole life I feel it running circles
I stay quiet, cause I don't wanna hurt you
Put the lid on top, the double cup, so you can't see the purple
Feelin' all alone, but I can't even know it's no one to turn to