Can't think about my life cause I get frustrated
Always in the mist of feeling like
My dreams was capable
You only get one shot for you to make it
But you got a thousand practices
So take advantage
I neva been the best
I just know how to lay on it
Take my time scheme up
The perfect plan
You don't have to teach me nothing
I'm a observant man
I seen you fall
I took a right
But I neva laughed
I wanted to tell you to watch it
But in yo eyes
If I knew wat I was doing
I'll be way further then yahh
So I kept quite
But I neva laughed
I actually
Felt bad
But it wasn't no helping
So I'll be damn if I help you
For ever friend that didn't share my song
You made my life 10 times harder
That's how I took that
I'm not mad thou
I just layed on yahh
Until my name charted
On yo timeline
And every club
That you go to
You hear my song playing
Just so you can feel that feeling of
Thinking I was yo mans
Expecting me to share witcha
Yah right
I know I can achieve my dreams
I'm feeling like the betta man
So why you go and marry him
You could've been more understanding
This time my time is now
I know he made it before
But
But girl
Got damn
5 years later
Divorce papers ready
You had to live with something
And plus you getting money from that baby
Damn she calculated
You think that hea pple love yahh
Nun dummy they straining yahh
It's only one baby
I know you still love with Keem
But girl you
Gotta play this out
& hope he still have feelings for yahh
When yo contract is ova
You'll be someone drinking on mimosa
You telling me when I was
Thinking
Aboutcha
You was thinking
About me too
That's probably the reason why
I couldn't sleep
Cause you was
Dreaming
I had to stay up
I had to block out all the noise
And all the bad pple
Tryna get up in yo temple
I can buy the perfect camera but
It still want capture these moments
Of butterflies in my stomach
When I'm witcha
I seen a way up
I tried to come back to my exes
But her home was up filed up
With them demons
7 of'em
She had sat down
And had dinner wit'em
But I Felt like
I could save hea
So I still entered
Talking
But next time
F*cking
& then them 7 demons
Jumped on me & now I'm walking
Like a mad man
Inside a cycle
Of paranoia
Anxiety
I neva felt before but she did
Them soul tides creeping
They tryna revamp
Damn I'm feeling just like the weed man
Paranoia
Watcha want I got it for yahh
Anxiety you know I sell it to the culture