I don't like to admit it
I struggle with trying to control
All the things that I shouldn't
I kept justifying
I'd tell myself that he's the one
Got good at compramising
I knew it was off but I tried anyway
I hate bein' wrong so I made myself stay
What if it's not about the stars aligning
A spark, a shot or two worlds colliding
It's not fate, it's not chance
Or a lack of trying
Maybe it's more about the timing
The timing
Found myself second guessing
Even though I know I'm right
I'm at peace but I'm stressin'
As soon as I said
He told me our thoughts were aligned
And we knew it had ended
He knew it was off but he tried anyway
Felt wrong to leave, didn't feel right to stay
Maybe it's not about the stars aligning
A spark, a shot or two worlds colliding
It's not fate, it's not chance
Or a lack of trying
Maybe it's more about the timing
The timing
Pros and cons, tug of war
Back and forth in my brain
My head and my heart
What feels right, what feels safe
Maybe it's not about the stars aligning
Maybe it's not about the stars aligning
A spark, a shot or two worlds colliding
It's not fate, it's not chance
Or a lack of trying
Maybe it's more about the timing
The timing