Haddon - Self Control Lyrics

No matter the pain I cause you
I know your love remains the same
Surrounded by temptation
Learning self control for awhile wasn't changing no
Yeah with you I wasn't playing
Learning how to love for the moment we were laying low
We were something else
I was someone else
When I saw you I was all alone
We were in and out
We were feeling felt
When I left you I was calling home
And to my Mother I was weeping
Said that sorrow follow me wherever I've believed in
Any other lover but myself and i'll be hurt
Seems to me that i'm the maker of all of my worst
Handing over trouble to my Father
Like i'm pouring double
Dicking down these dames they go insane
When i'm behind the rubble
Everywhere I go I hear the message it's a lonely road
Stopping during sex because I know that I don't feel at all
No matter the pain I cause you
I know your love remains the same
Know you'll be fine without me
Don't think that I can say
Surrounded by temptation
Learning self control for awhile wasn't changing no
Yeah with you I wasn't playing
Learning how to love for the moment we were laying low
We were something else
I was someone else
When I saw you I was all alone
We were in and out
We were feeling felt
When I left you I was calling home
You say so many times
I've heard it all before
Lucy look i'm sorry
I was busy wanting more
Maybe that's the problem with myself
Yeah it's a flaw
Working on these changes like
I've never done before
Like I've never had a lover
Only love for what I thought
Truer than the sense of self
My ego's at the door
Evil in the easiest
So hard for me to fall
Energy is over but for you i'm just a call
No matter the pain I cause you
I know your love remains the same
Know you'll be fine without me
Don't think that I can say