Haddon - I don't deserve to feel this way Lyrics

I'm so angry with myself yeah
I'm so angry with myself
Nah
I try to help myself let it go
I'm tired and it shows
I'm tired of my future growing
What my past has sewn
I was built for poetry
Not working till I'm dead
All this progress that I'm making
It's like pissing in the wind
Once and for all
Pour my heart into this world
All I ever feel is that
I'm never gone be good enough
I hate that all I see
Is what I've never done
I hate that all you see
Is what I should have done
Honest
Honest
Honestly I wish I'd fall
Honest
Honest
Honestly I wish I'd fall
I try to help myself let it go
I'm tired and it shows
I'm tired of my future growing
What my past has sewn
I was built for poetry
Not working till I'm dead
All this progress that I'm making
It's like pissing in the wind
No I can't give up
No
I don't give a f*ck
No
You can't hang with me
I don't accept no new friends
You can even see the beast in me
I can't pretend
I won't hate myself
For feeling like I'm never good enough
Never good enough
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
I let it go
For my dreams
For my faith
For my love
For the truth
It's the truth
I let it go
All the hate
All the hate
All the hate
Of myself
I don't deserve to feel this way