I see hate up in they eyes, like a pistol they keep aiming at me
Say I'm toxic, cause I want to drown in a blood sea
Ain't nothing real, all these people saying that they love me
I'm on top but I still feel like they all above me
Throw me in a wasteland
Chanting suicide in my face and
I trust nobody cause I'm seen as a replacement
Face it, if I die today I'm just wasted
Too much hate up in this world, now I think I can't take it
Loyalty will get you no where
They don't care
In this world ain't no way to play fair
I'm aware
Wanna kill me, better know I ain't scared
Think I'm happy everyday, but this smile is what I where
So I try to move on
Nothing in my head, guess I'm home alone
I just want a break, I got too much hate that's on my phone
Met one soul I relate with, but that's all
She might be the only one who care when I end it all
They say stay away
They say I'm weird but they right
I see darkness in the day time and the night
Keep a mask on just in case I want to take a bite
Slit my throat, that's the only thing this world seem to like