H3NRYY - mixed 3motions Lyrics

I'm trying not to lose myself
I'm trying not to lose myself, so i roll
Say it ain't good for my health
But they don't know it's good for my head
Kind of things that i see on a daily
If i told you what I did, you won't even want to be near me
How's a nightmare a nightmare, if it ain't scary?
If you near me make sure that you don't dare me (yeah)
But i be loving person
I be the kind of person, wey dey always check on person
And I be giving person
I don do good, till good wan kill person
Still i don learn lesson (yeh)

PTSD be f*cking me up
And i know that i don't deserve it
No ask me wetin dey my cup
Just watch as i dey pour it
Then i take it down
( i take it down down)
Then i take it down
I take it down drink it all ( all all)

I got Mixed 3motions
I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions
Say they love me
But I don't know that (why?)
Cos i got Mixed 3motions (yeh)
I git Mixed 3motions
I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions
See my nigga moving back
In Slow Motion hmm

Na me wey be that guy
Wey the people love him vibe die
For my head i be sad guy
And I don't know why
I always end up as the bad guy
No matter how good i try
But it's all fine
I'll be where i wanna be
But it's all time (said it's all time )
AndIt's bout time to be outside

PTSD be f*cking me up
And i know that i don't deserve it
No ask me wetin dey my cup
Just watch as i dey pour it
Then i take it down
( i take it down down)
Then i take it down
I take it down drink it all ( all all)

I got Mixed 3motions
I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions
Say they love me
But I don't know that (why?)
Cos i got Mixed 3motions (yeh)
I got Mixed 3motions
I'm telling you i got Mixed 3motions
See my nigga moving back
In Slow Motion hmm