Heyday - PRIVATE HELL Lyrics

Well the city´s on fire and it´s at my own hand.
See, I built the inferno at a Higher Power´s command,
And it takes away all that I have.
Good for nothing, pretty sad.
Once there was goodness, now only bad.

Then I threw up a target, hit it right between the eyes.
Where I´d go undiscovered, all my faces recognized.
Then the greatest of evil hit me hard, took me fast.
One thing´s for certain, I´ll never last.

In my private hell, no fear, don´t tell
A dirty cell, no one can see
But this time confined to live, a place I´ve
Never been before now.
Now a key´s been handed down my way,
I hope it opens doors.
Though my love is strong,
I still pay for my wrongs.
When the lights go down.

Now all the people and places,
They´re a fogged out memory.
All the scars and the sorrow,
that´s the thing they did for me.
Like a man that´s been blinded, eyes open, do not see,
I need some answers, send one to me