Guwazny - Bonfire Lyrics

I can recall back to this day so vividly
The thoughts and images that I lived they flow right into me
Next thing I knew you fell right thru my fingertips
I felt so f*cking empty and I felt so f*cking hopeless
I broke down inside my car, I couldn't f*cking take it
I felt I had no purpose there's no way I'd f*cking make it, I
I wanted to die
So they sent me away
They put me in this gown
Depression fills the air while on my face is placed a frown
These bright lights like spotlights, pointing at me all around
Without you here beside me who the f*ck would save me now
The smell of the bonfire resides in my hair
Even though I had lost you it still felt like you were there
The distance kept away from you, I felt so separated
Now I'm sitting on this cold bed with my guts I f*cking hated
If I wanted to get any better it was only my job to change it
And when the stars had realigned I knew that we could rearrange this
And so I grew
I broke right thru my shell
Released back in the real world from being kept inside a damn cell
I spread my wings, within my dreams I see you flying with me
Now you're here right next to me, your presence I was missing