Just a Moment Video (MV)

I've done this so many times but it's still weird to me
It's finally clear to me, that everything's just not what it appears to be
I've lost -al-most -all of everything that's dear to me
So is it fear, or are they really scared of me
I grab a mic and stand behind these lights
And watch these people like and vibe to all this shit I write and
For to-night I stand on stage, and let out all this rage
Some nights I prayed for better days but It they never came
I let it rain, and there's times that I've been lead a stray
I thought I'd make my own path and create a better way
But Is my 15 minutes up?, I'm staring at the clock
And Pro keeps telling me to go and just "Never Stop"
See i already died, already been thru hell
And I almost had a bride that didn't end too well
Everything I try to hide, just know I meant you well
And Everything I keep inside I'll let this pencil tell, well

For just a moment, I need just a moment
Cause if my moments now well then i'ma own it
I know it's, been a while but I hope you notice
It's finally going down, now I'm finally focused

Sometimes I'm so numb and sometimes I can't feel
Sometimes my life is running fast while I just stand still
Sometimes I hope I get the chance, sometimes I can't deal
With all the things that I've already planned, but I just can't will
See sometimes I like to play sometimes I like to joke
But everything I f*cking says under a microscope
And I'm just speaking how I feel and yet they misconstrue it
As if these people know whats real I just think its stupid
The love I never found in life maybe I found in music
And maybe Pun was right maybe I'm bound to this
Cause nothing's ever really set in stone
If it isn't destiny calling then please leave a message at the tone
I just wanna be left alone
Could give a f*ck about opinions or upsetting any throne
Don't care about your kingdom
Ain't here to earn a crown, similar to Rollins I'm here to just "Burn It Down" like

For just a moment, I need just a moment
Cause if my moments now well then i'ma own it
I know it's, been a while but I hope you notice
It's finally going down, now I'm finally focused