Grudges & Anxxiety - 100 Empty Bottles Lyrics

There's a hundred empty bottles on my wall
Drink em up, count em all 1 by 1
There's a place I wanna be that sets me free
Until then I'm whiskey knee'd

I haven't f*cked with sobriety
Cause growing up wasn't nice to me
Had a social anxiety, my f*cking mind wouldn't let me be
It's not that I'm running, I'm chasing
My future was always the case
Packing my feelings real low-key
Pretending like everyone know me... ya'll don't know shit

And I hide behind the face you all wanted to see
And I hide behind an image when nobody understands the real me

There's a hundred empty bottles on my wall
Drink em up, count em all 1 by 1
There's a place I wanna be that sets me free
Until then I'm whiskey knee'd
There's a hundred empty bottles on my wall
Drink em up, count em all 1 by 1
There's a place I wanna be that sets me free
Until then I'm whiskey knee'd

You don't know what it's like to be feeling this f*cked inside
Faking a smile, telling a lie, drowning alone in this life
My head is tired as f*ck
I cannot see, it's the rum
I can't believe this is the incompleteness I've become
My mind is not steady, I know that the night has already won
I do not know if I'm ready but dammit the damage is done
It's like I'm used to the feeling of feeling like this
Desire is fire but I may have just missed
Like the anger has gone to the art on my wrist

There's a hundred empty bottles on my wall
Drink em up, count em all 1 by 1
There's a place I wanna be that sets me free
Until then I'm whiskey knee'd
There's a hundred empty bottles on my wall
Drink em up, count em all 1 by 1
There's a place I wanna be that sets me free
Until then I'm whiskey knee'd

100 bottles just to feel
A little more until it spills
Pour a glass and let it kill
Shit is real, this shit is real

100 bottles... broken heart
100 faces... just the start
I was faded... it was art
God damn, I fall apart
God damn... I fall apart
God damn... I fall apart