Grocer - Defactor Lyrics

I miss the places that I've known
And the friends that I've grown apart from
I miss the person that I was
When the person I loved was an idea I dreamed up

I wish those days would never end
When we're driving suspended
Between the place that we had been
And the place that we'd end up

It's a terrible feeling
To be so unappealing
I spend all my days by myself

But then again the reflecting
Is good for correcting
All of the things that I hate about me

Cause I'm a big bad bemoaner
Who's hiding his boner
I know I'm a poser for sure

Cause I'm an aging defector
Who lives for the feeling
Of kicking and screaming and being an actor

I miss the places that I've known
And the friends that I've grown apart from
I miss the person that I was
When the person I loved was an idea I dreamed up

It's a terrible feeling
Still deception's endearing
I spend all my days by myself