Leave A Message Video (MV)

I hear God calling me I told em leave a message
Then I never got back to em my life's a wreckage
He told me I could change but I never read the message
Now Im Stuck where I am im feeling like a peasant
Why the f*ck would I change my way if this way work
And everybody that douted me you'll all jerks
Im a Still keep trying till I'm in that hearse
And you'll understand better if you read this verse
Need to get a bag anit talking a purse
If I told you my story as it goes on it gets worse
I started believing that my last name was a curse
Always kept a Adam in the room like lurch
Say if you scared then you better go to church
An if you do the crime make sure you know what it's worth
I feel like everything I ever tried doesn't work
Alot of my friends addicted to dope started on perks
And just to let you know god I can hear you
I'll keep you in the front never in the rearveiw
Going to jail young made me Keep a Clearview
Mom told me always love you an never fear you
I hear God calling me I told em leave a message
Then I never got back to em rite now my life's a wreckage
He told me I could change but I never read the message
Now Im Stuck where I am ima feeling like a pezant
I thought there wasn't a God when I lost my pops
Feel like I stepped on my heart when that shit dropped
It's almost like I wish time could just stop
At the funeral it rains and I could see every drop
I took the world and sealed it off with a lock
For a year I would fall asleep while staring at the clock
Still can't see his picture with out getting stuck
I don't say it out loud but inside I'm screaming f*ck
Why the f*ck did you take him that's all I had
Could of picked a different person someone else's dad
Had to take a breath tell myself I'm wrong but I'm mad
He'd want me to move on make him proud make em glad
An Everything you did taught me a lesson
If you were here I'd never be stressing
Bob and weave the punches and jabs I'm not a peasant
If you get this after the tone leave a message
I hear God calling me I told em leave a message
Then I never got back to em my life's a wreckage
He told me I could change but I never read the message
Now Im Stuck where I am im feeling like a peasant