Gretooth - What Did I Miss? Lyrics

I'm taking a look back at the grain
Where people find purpose through their pain
But I'm not trying to go to their safe space, just need to settle
Need to finalize some facts about my brain, I'm always
Pedal to the blacktop, the ignition of the dead rock, I'm a shooting
Star among meteors, but like any other flame, I'm
Puttering out, I'm panicking now, my personal quest for perfection's
Just starting out and it's taking me down because I
Never found love, to fill this hollow husk
Figured I needed someone, I figured that I must
And now those exes say that wasn't real love after all
Love is just a chemical
Love is just a chemical

Why did I waste all that time?
What did I miss? Oh
I'm noticing repeating patterns
But it's in those thorny flowers where
I can find my...

Always focused on the acquisition
Crunching numbers like a statistician
Livin' up life like a competition
Where the winner gets a wave and the loser forgotten
But never was I saved from the deeper incisions
Fear, Love, God, Luck, the bigger divisions, cause the
Fact is the fission where we make that decision is the
Tack pinned to back holes of human condition, for the
Lack people never slack, till the
Flack makes a bigger crack, bustin' through the
Gap, to the tap, where the sap, of the sad
Where mishap,-penings fact,-ual pack,-ing your bags
Send em back, to your cat, heart attack, zodiac
Shows the map, of the past, put a cap, through your skull
Love is just a chemical
Love is just a chemical

Why did I waste all that time?
What did I miss? Oh
I'm noticing repeating patterns
But it's in those thorny flowers where
I can find my...

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