Grayson Stubbs - Open This Letter Now Lyrics

There's a difference between who I was
With you
To who i am now
You should be proud
Grew up
Little by little
Popping pills made me bitter
Made me see the real side to life
21 now wondering when I'll really die
Will i ever have kids
Will i ever see my brother strive
Will it hit me all in stride
Or will i still be crawling
Looking for something
To f*cking cheer me up
How many more cups
Many more drugs
Will i f*ckin do
Until i realize
I gotta f*ckin stop
I can't end up
Like my cuz
From the south side shit
I guess me now realizing what i gotta do
Is the biggest difference
To who i was back then
Gotta be
A better man
For the fam
For my next love
Gotta stand
For something bigger than myself
God in hand
You should be proud
Of who you turned yourself into
I see you
Watching from the crowd
Don't act like this shit crazy
I've always been around
Even when you frown
I told you we had that connection
I can tell you're down
Pick your head up
You're way too young
To know what you've found
Keep searching that's what life is
I only tell the truth
F*ck all this voilence
Don't you hear the violins wow
It's so beautiful
The sun keeps shining everyday
Even above all the clouds
You should be proud
I guess this mindset
Is a big difference
And i hope it tells you who i really am now
This letter was written on December 23rd, 2019
I hope it reaches the person it is supposed to reach