The train is late
And sparks on the track when it finally arrives
I've waited for this moment my whole life
Dragon's breath and cigarette smoke fill the air
I can't stand the smell of it
There's pictures of us together
Dead of winter with our friends
I didn't know you then
I'm sorry I didn't try
Now you're back in a warmer state
Living your best life
I'll always wonder what it could've been like
You ruined Love in the Time of E-Mail
Now every time I hear those bells
I crumble in my seat
I hate that you took away everything that was mine
You don't even listen anymore
Are you still up in arms about a boy who didn't care
When you correspond from time to time
Do you know he's lying to your face
I know it's rare but I still want you to know
I also hope he chokes
Always by the throat
You lead me down another rabbit hole
Crawling on all fours
Sleeping on dorm floors
Always by the throat
You lead me down a darker rabbit hole
Love is forever until you take my other loves away
Rosa how are you
I know we don't speak anymore
But I'm convinced I'll never have a profound thought again
I moved back home
And I'm spending all my time on a street named after you
Loitering in plazas next to your name in yellow lights
Places you've never been but threaten to come back to
Thinking of you has turned from shit that I hate
To masochistic pastime
Burning holes into the pavement
Sweating buckets in the rain
Torrential pour
Imagination better days have me by the throat
Always by the throat
They have me by the throat
Always by the throat
And I'll be back there in a second if this light ever decides to change
Yeah I'll be back home in a moment if this light ever decides to change