It's kinda nice in the moment
Sipping wine but I've been drinking your poison
Ease my mind trying to ignore it
But I think it's time to go
I was devoted even through the bruises
Weathered your changes, denied
Thorns in the garden you thought I was ruined
But I was built to survive
You can try to bury me
You can hide me from the light
Rip me from my oxygen and hang me out to dry
Sometimes leaving is the hardest
But I'm choosing to tend this barren garden
So I can bloom
So I can bloom
I denied that I knew the ending
Swore I was standing on solid ground
I saw my past was repeating
A future I won't allow
You can try to bury me
You can hide me from the light
Rip me from my oxygen and hang me out to dry
Sometimes leaving is the hardest
But I'm choosing to tend this barren garden
So I can bloom
So I can bloom
You had your chances
My scars to prove it
What once existed is gone
Now when I drive home
I wonder if you know
One thing dies for another to grow
Sometimes leaving is the hardest
Pulling into my new apartment
I'm gonna tend to this garden
So I can bloom