Gracie Abrams - Mess It Up Lyrics

Opened two double doors
Typical, pretty sure I could grow up
Probably chemical
I took up walking to turn it all off
Doesn't feel bearable
Guess I thought when I left it would all stop
Hmm, it would all stop

Did I fall out of line when I called you?
When I told you, "I'm fine" you were lied to
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

Funny that didn't work (didn't work)
I could be anywhere, I'm on your block
Cynical (cynical), terrible (terrible)
Kicking myself with my gut in a knot
'Cause I heard that you're (heard that you're)
Happier (happier)
Hope that you're sleeping well knowing I'm not
I'm doing too much, hmm

Did I fall (did I fall)
Out of line (out of line)
When I called you?
When I told (when I told)
You, "I'm fine" (you, "I'm fine")
You were lied to (I told you I'm lying)
How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?
'Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up

I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better, breaking every habit
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen

(Did I fall out of line when I called you?)
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
(When I told you "I'm fine" you were lied to)
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen (I told you I'm lying)
(How could I think that all that I gave you was enough?)
I keep thinking maybe if you let me back in
We can make it better breaking every habit
('Cause every time I get too close I just go mess it up)
Pull myself together, you could watch it happen
Let it happen
Let it happen