Hook:
Yeah, I'm tired of livin in my own shadows
These f*ckin people don't know anything about my battles
Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don't matter
I'm f*ckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don't splatter!
Verse 1:
I spend most my time just tryna hide
I keep on running from my mind cause I don't wanna die
When we are close too much, then I just cry
Depression ain't no f*cking joke, just look into my eyes
And when you're lookin You'll see deep inside I need some help
PTSD may be the one to try to end this hell
No drugs or liquor seem to help the feeling of farewell
I guess that means my time is near cause I can hear the f*ckin bells
I know they're coming for me I can hear em though door they're creepin slowly wantin more and I can't give it, hit the floor they took my soul and left a corpse, the reaper came and gave me choice, that's when I learned I had a voice, I put the bullets down, rejoice
Hook:
Yeah, I'm tired of livin in my own shadows
These f*ckin people don't know anything about my battles
Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don't matter
I'm f*ckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don't splatter!
Verse 2:
I love it when these people say "Just call...
No matter what it is, I'm on the phone, won't let you fall"
Then whys it keep on ringing every time I hit the wall you all are gone
You f*cking bitches f*ck you all!!
Hey sorry I didn't mean to get upset right there I can't control it I just pull my hair and get to rollin
Down the road
And let go of the steering wheel Jesus hold it, I'm just floating I don't really care, even this music feels like a nightmare
I stair, off into the ceiling thinking why fear, wipe tears, you can do this stop living this stupid, keep it moving keep it fluid, just bust through it, told the devil he can suck my dick you ain't gone catch me loosin..
Hook:
Yeah, I'm tired of livin in my own shadows
These f*ckin people don't know anything about my battles
Hold up, I sit alone at night, like I don't matter
I'm f*ckin scared of all these demons, hope my brains don't splatter!