Thug Pain Video (MV)

I feel like niggas tryna take my life, Thats the reason why i pray at night
Hustle for the fam i get my paper right, Crazy how i like to dish it out but i cant take advice
I was really walking in that dark somehow i made it light, Im thinking bout the after life
A lot of shit i had to sacrifice, Gamble with this shit i tell em pass the dice
Niggas take advantage of my kindness tired of actin nice
Best believe you gettin left behind if you aint actin right
Tryna show em this the real me, Even without the touch you gotta feel me
Broken hearted really took some time to heal me, It be hard to sleep had dreams of niggas tryna kill me
Before these niggas picked a side yea we was out here popping wheelies
They told me chase my dreams young so i been rapping since a lil kid
I aint sugar coating shit ill tell exactly how it is
Swear that i aint have shit could tell exactly how i lived, Got off my ass and made em proud man thats exactly what i did
My family proud of me, All the homies proud of me
Everybody clowned me, Remember niggas really doubted me
I was all alone wasnt no nigga lookin out for me
I'm asking god for help I'm tryna get these demons outta me
Another day another dollar so i gotta get it, I know my actions come wit consequences
Im not even rich but still be f*cking on them model bitches, Ask me why i trap i say my father did it
I gotta get it done no matter how I'm living
Cause we was really poor, Had enough but we was hustling for more
Shit broke my heart i put my trust inside a whore, I was hurting to the core
Real young police kicking down my door, you play wit my mine i bet we gone start a war
And sometimes it be hard to stay focused, Took advantage of my feelings it be hard to show emotion
Paranoid when i be smoking so I'm toting, I seen the fake in niggas yea my eyes open
They all tell me that I'm chosen, I'm the one yea I'm the token
They never ask me how i feel, Yea I took some time off i had to heal
I lost some homies to streets it gave me chills, It really broke my heart for real
Cant be lacking if you deep inside that field, No superman my shooters toting on that steel
I kept it real i never lied to niggas, The bitches more realer than them and thats a problem nigga
Im jus being honest , I aint cool wit half these niggas and i came up from the bottom wit em
He aint on that money route then f*ck it i aint rocking wit em
Lotta shit just bigger than life, Im tryna get through the night
These niggas rapping for the looks that shit be gettin me tight
And what get me more mad is they be giving em hype
When they talking bout some shit they never did in they life
Took some time to clear my brain, No umbrella i was walking through that rain
Get out the hood n make it easy for the gang, Swear I used to go insane when niggas put dirt on my name
For this shit thats on my neck i put in pain nigga