Mind crazy out the blue
When you need help it's like no one answers
But when they need help they expect you to answer
My soul is empty
My heart feels heavy
If I should fall today
Who's hands shall catch me
Dazed these days
With no one around me
Life seeming unfit
So on death I'm lusting
Addiction my cure
But sobered up I'm angry
God never answers
Think that nigga blocked me
Dependents depending
Ain't no time for resting
Gotta give it my all
Till the Last Breath in me
Mind crazy out the blue
Thoughts losing sanity
Demons haunt me in my sleep
My worse fear me forgetting me
Have you ever felt pain that interrupt your needs
Can't eat wont rest helpless to the stress involved
Drinking only alcohol
Wishing you would die tomorrow
To your god I often talk
He never returns any calls
Nicotine a routine passing hours in a daze
Drastic risks just to get paid
Emotions in me often fade
In the darkness where I lay
Soul lost in a sunken place
Papa why'd you go away
Daddy left now I'm a stray
Momma told me be strong
Grandma told me don't do wrong
But what's right when your morals and boundaries are gone
My soul is empty
My heart feels heavy
If I should fall today
Who's hands shall catch me
Dazed these days
With no one around me
Life seeming unfit
So on death I'm lusting
Addiction my cure
But sobered up I'm angry
God never answers
Think that nigga blocked me
Dependents depending
Ain't no time for resting
Gotta give it my all
Till the Last Breath in me
Huff and puff
Bottled up
Heart feels stuck
Sprit numb
Rule of thumb we don't run
Free Tuddy from the gun
Brain of a mastermind but still go dumb
Silver spoons we didn't have one
Sorrows I got more than some
Money often didn't come
What you do are you gone fold
Me I made it through the cold
Hell on Earth protect your soul
Territory a four way street
Peep the signs and pay your tolls
Go for gold
Strive hard
But keep a poll
Love lost so where'd it go
Mine trapped in a dazed
Can't show it this ain't the place
Learn quick or die today
Make sure your family always straight
Hustlers if you getting paid
Be sure you putting some away
Made it through the dirt
Now only thing to do is stand the rain
My soul is empty
My heart feels heavy
If I should fall today
Who's hands shall catch me
Dazed these days
With no one around me
Life seeming unfit
So on death I'm lusting
Addiction my cure
But sobered up I'm angry
God never answers
Think that nigga blocked me
Dependents depending
Ain't no time for resting
Gotta give it my all
Till the Last Breath in me