Goth Mystery Mafia - WHENITSDOOM Lyrics

Spent the last few days all up in my bed
Keep telling my self that I wanna be dead
And I'm hearing something from the other side thats coming from head
So I don't know if I can trust myself at all
But I keep it locked
What are these feelings that will never last
Between shit that never happened and
All of the f*ck-shit from everything done in the past
So I keep it real
What are these fake people planning do while they up in my drafts
I am still grieving for people that passed
And it's not like I asked for this
If you need me I'll be in the abyss
Maybe I'll see you at dusk
Someday these bones gonna rust
Who can I trust
Lately I've been feeling washed
Lately I've been feeling watched
Nowhere is safe
Take my sorrows to the grave
The demon always has his ways
There's no one to blame
Emotions hitting like tsunami
Still the demon doesn't harm me
There's always pain in my harmonies
Was it worth it for the money
I wanna lose all identity
Finally I can live blissfully
F*ck all the feelings
Nothing is final
Trust by my side
I can have my eyes closed
And when it's doom
I'll await your arrival
'Cuz I've been falling apart
All I want is to rip out my heart
The voices in my head telling me that there's no way
But I am not phased so I fade
I'm going to the moon
I'll see you really soon
I'm going to the moon
I'll see you when it's doom