I dont feel like i've been deserving of the life i've lived
Death survives in my brain
Maybe i'm goin insane
Suffering thru the pain
Paranoia grow strong
Dont know my rights and my wrongs
Days feel so f*cking long
Stay in the dark, it's the closest feeling to the void
Be by myself, the voice in my head grow loud and annoyed
They call me selfish, but i really be overwhelmed
I do not have the welm to this damn vessel of hell
Got me feeling like
All these places seem familiar
When i go somewhere similiar
I dont know what i'm doing here
I'm just living life just like a visitor