What's gonna make you suicide
This sad song or your f*cking life?
The weather's been bad and I'm feeling like crap
Days go by, I don't even wanna try
I've seen myself on my deathbed
And I was alone just like you said;
Is it worth it anymore
To keep on going, to fight this war
Self versus self, me against the world
The more I think about it, the more absurd
I think about dad, I think about mom
I think of all the friends that are long gone
And I see I'm a pawn, wish I'd never been born
When my body's found will I be mourned?