Lights burn until the break of dawn
Six bottles and a couple of pills uh huh
Gunshots rattle in my brain
Nonstop
It's suicidal
I'm broken deep inside
But you keep me in my place though
I've got dark shit on my mind
I can't look you in the face
Cash in hand
Hand to mouth
I can't stand it
I feel like I should kill myself
No one knows how you feel
When you're low
It's f*cking suicide
You'll always be yourself
You'll never get away
Put needles in your arms
Keep thoughts out of your brain
Lights burn until the break of dawn
Six bottles and a couple of pills uh huh
Gunshots rattle in my brain
Nonstop
It's suicidal
Lights burn until the break of dawn
Six bottles and a couple of pills uh huh
Gunshots rattle in my brain
Nonstop
It's suicidal
I keep talking all the time
I'm a million miles away though
There's just somethings I keep lying
About very single day
Love and hate
Sex and death
The unconscious burns a constant flame
But nobody's talking to me uh huh
Pills and gin
Live or die
Lose or win
It's f*cking suicide
I don't know how we are going to move through any of this honestly
It's going to take more than I have left at this point
Slipping in and out of consciousness
I can't honestly tell what's real sometimes
One of these days
I'm going to take a solid look at myself
And then I'll really know
You know what I mean
Nightmare
It's useless to talk about really
Because nothing's ever ever going to change anyways so
I don't have a purpose
All I do is destroy
Everything I touch
No one is safe
Not even myself
You'll never be the same
You'll always feel alone
Put everything behind you
Forget about the pain
Lights burn until the break of dawn
Six bottles and a couple of pills uh huh
Gunshots rattle in my brain
Nonstop
It's suicidal
Lights burn until the break of dawn
Six bottles and a couple of pills uh huh
Gunshots rattle in my brain
Nonstop
I'm suicidal