SO LOVELY Video (MV)

I had to live for me
I felt like dying
Had so much bad energy
Almost became a memory
Leave with nothing to remember me
Living so down mentally
Lost my head like Kennedy
Lust grew an identity
I went and drank
All that bubbly
Money don't like me
Bitch it love me
Oo life is so lovely
Oo life is so lovely
I just bought me an iced watch
2020 suicide watch
You wasn't with me
When I held the glock
You wasn't with me
It wasn't your fault
Money and power
My mind can control me
I manifested until I lost the old me
I lost me some people
But know that they still owe me
F*ck your validation
If you don't like it blow me
Can't f*ck up my world
If you don't even know me
Don't step on my toes
I'll turn into Tony
I don't trust nobody
I live life so lonely
I don't trust nobody
I live life so lonely
I had to live for me
I felt like dying
Had so much bad energy
Almost became a memory
Leave with nothing to remember me
Living so down mentally
Lost my head like Kennedy
Lust grew an identity
I went and drank
All that bubbly
Money don't like me
Bitch it love me
Oo life is so lovely
Oo life is so lovely
Have you ever sat in a room
Lookin up how to make a noose
In my mind, I knew I'd make it loose
In my mind, I knew I'd never lose
But the demons still haunted
That's something I never flaunted
That's something I never wanted
Dumb it down with marijuana
How could I talk to a therapist
I didn't know where the damage is
Never wore any bandages
Every day I felt damages
Going out with low balances
Looking for answers in passages
Work it out, mental calluses
Winning now, raise your chalices
I had to live for me
I felt like dying
Had so much bad energy
Almost became a memory
Leave with nothing to remember me
Living so down mentally
Lost my head like Kennedy
Lust grew an identity
I went and drank
All that bubbly
Money don't like me
Bitch it love me
Oo life is so lovely
Oo life is so lovely