If you were to find out
What I've been doing
Would you still love me dear
Would you still want me here
I'm hurting both I fear
I just can't stick
To one thing at one time
But for you I can't shift gear
It's getting dark in here
It's getting hard to steer
You shouldn't really trust me girl
If I hurt her, I'll hurt the world
The things I've done don't leave they twirl
Inside my twisted mind you swirl
I'm walking down a blurry road
My eyes are blind to all the strobes
If I get hit I'll save them both
And if I die I'll die alone
In the end, I make my own decisions
In the end, I cut my own incisions
In the end, I got my own suspicions
In the end, I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision
If you were to find out
What would you do
Would you hurt me my dear
Would you just wanna stay clear
I promise I'm not worth tears
I just want to
Release myself from me
And live like I was free
I hate that I envy
I hate that you want me
You shouldn't really trust me girl
If I hurt her, I'll hurt the world
The things I've done don't leave they twirl
Inside my twisted mind you swirl
I'm walking down a blurry road
My eyes are blind to all the strobes
If I get hit I'll save them both
And if I die I'll die alone
In the end, I make my own decisions
In the end, I cut my own incisions
In the end, I got my own suspicions
In the end, I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision
I'm letting down our vision