The angel in me
Difficult to see
Who can I be
When I grow to lead
Priorities
Always fall behind me
I'm always failing to be
The person you want me to be
I'm sick of myself
Hating myself
Wanting more wealth
Wanting to self destruct
Priorities
Always fall behind me
I'm always failing to be
The person you want me to be
I'm lookin around for a sign
Looking for something divine
It's been a minute since I've talked to god
These sins I've got I been piling up
Cuz I haven't been to service
Been a minute since I confessed sins in person
But I'm not good at face to face
So I just been writing it in verses
I been feelin the curses
When I worship it worsens
It feels like I'm versus
God
Give me a purpose
I know it ain't on purpose
I just ain't been determined
I been puttin the work in
Cuz I Don't feel like working
Designing, creating, and birthing
That's all that feels worth it
Smoking every single day
If I'm sober I lose it
Feelin like I'm bipolar
But I can't accuse it
Feel like I abuse the flower
But I can't refuse it
Feel like I'm a tickin time bomb
And I can't defuse it
The angel in me
Difficult to see
Who can I be
When I grow to lead
Priorities
Always fall behind me
I'm always failing to be
The person you want me to be
I'm sick of myself
Hating myself
Wanting more wealth
Wanting to self destruct
Priorities
Always fall behind me
I'm always failing to be
The person you want me to be