GoldenBoy X - The Underground Lyrics

I can't believe we're still around
I can't let myself just go down
Shit, I barely blinked for a second
Now everything I built up before my eyes is breaking
Flew too close to the sun now I'm baking
And these wings that I grew now are blazing
Yeah I feel possessed by the devil
Overdosed on some pain I need some fentanyl
I don't wanna go down like a victim
I wanna overcome it all f*ck the shadows
I can't let myself just go down
And I can't let myself stay trapped in hell
But everything got flipped upside down
And I can't seem to get out since I fell
Cause what's the point, what's the point if I'll get knocked down again
Is there a point where it stops or is this all just a game
I'm moving in circles, suffer in cycles, and I can't find the end
I can't endure this any longer I need something to change
I don't know what's got in me
I'm oppressed I can't break free
There's these forces haunting me
Pulling strings behind the scenes
I don't know what's got in me
Can't you see what I can see
Can't you see I'm not crazy
There's these forces haunting me
I can't let myself just go down
I can't just stay here I'll find a way out
Ever since I fell in the underground
I've been searching for my soul inside the lost and found
But what's the point, what's the point if I'll get knocked down again
Is there a point where it stops or is this all just a game
I'm moving in circles, suffer in cycles, but I can't find the end
I can't endure this any longer I need something to change