Heathen Video (MV)

God, it's been a little while since I've prayed
But I've had this gut wrenching feeling every single day here
There's really not much you can fix because I did it to myself
But maybe talking things out will help me see it

There's this thing I can't get over that's inside of me
It's like this overwhelming fear I'm gonna fail
So I just don't even try until I'm in over my head
It's like I'm stuck inside this loop of self betrayal

And it's to the point where I need to choose
What I believe in and how I'm gonna do it
Instead I get lost inside of myself until time catches up

Give me a reason to set it aside
Give me the time and the chance to move on
Settle my mind
Settle me

I'd understand if you didn't want to hear it
It's been awhile since I believed in you
But maybe what you see in my heart will make my words weigh a little more than they should

Give me a reason to set it aside
Give me the time and the chance to move on
Settle my mind
Settle me