Dark Blue Video (MV)

Dark blue in a yellow space
I see sickness and I feel disgrace
It's blood red where the shadow lies
On the edge you can feel it all moving

I can't take it in stride lately
I see blue all the time lately
Abraham's children all dead in the brain
It's all far from nothing but feels just the same
Say it's blessed
Say it's actually much different
Like it's magical
And one day you will be looking down a barrel
At four in the morning this life is unbearable

So pick up the phone, baby
Before I go f*cking crazy
I've been counting the time you've been gone
At four in the morning this life isn't mine

I've been saying I'm numb to the pain
I named that mask but forgot to change my clothes
Nothing hurts, I'm whole and I can't say it's bad
Just tell me where it goes
This is Neverland
It's delusion
Devoid of cohesion
So clap clap clap clap clap
It's nothing more than a batch I have more of
A photo of myself
A selfie, a temple
I've been told that life is short
But I don't have the paper for it
At 4 in the morning these thoughts won't stop forming
At best we all get so caught up in it
There's no hopping or crawling to get to the backseat
There's no one here to help take a photo
The foreground
No more ground
A picture of me

Forcing words out to try and find meaning inside
Just wasting my time, as is everyone
Burning brain cells, no pain, silly boy
Forcing out more and then more and then more
Pour me some water, I feel like an alien
I need my medicine, I need today
I feel a weight on me, crushing
I'm alive, I feel weight on my crushing
I'm alive, alive til I die, die, die
I'm alive til i die, die, die
Blue and all, pressed now for time
Emergency call, foreword to next line
Pass the ball, chains of a life time
Move at all, safer for next time
Shoot and fall, save for next time