Godfellas - Falling on the Line Lyrics

I don't know what's real no more
Thought i got myself together
But now in the center of the storm
Dug myself into a hole in the ground
Tried to re-take the time that's lost
When i was living on the line
Nothing will ever be the same
And i know that now
I was a fool for taking the blame
Guess this is what they call a change
But i wasn't ready for it then
Can't stop the time nor turn the page

I can't explain myself
For doing nothing 'bout this mess i made
I know, i'm the one to blame
All the lies
I know that now
That everything i ever did to help
Got me deeper in the ground

The clock is ticking now
Time to rise just don't be late
Now get yourself together
Don't want to go to an early grave
Six feet under the dirt
Lies my fate right now
But i can change all this
Time to not redo the past
Know i can handle it now
Got my shit together
But i'm so bored oh god
I got do it one more time

This is how it's eating us alive
When things seem to be over
You're simply falling on the line

I can't explain myself
For doing nothing bout this mess i made
I know i'm the one to blame
All the lies
I know that now
That everything i ever did to help
Got me deeper in the ground

Tell mom i'm sorry
I never wanted things to be this way
Tell dad i owe him
I judged him far to fast
Now i'm the one living in the trash

I'm so sorry, but i just couldn't stay away
But on the other hand, things can't get much worse now
I'm so sorry, but i just couldn't stay away
I need to get some help now, to get this pain away

Away from reality, away from the skies
Away from the sadness here, away from my mind
Away from insanity, away from the doubts
Away from myself!

I can't explain myself
For doing nothing 'bout this mess i made
I know i'm the one to blame
All the lies
I know that now
That everything i ever did to help
Got me deeper in the ground

Tell mom i'm sorry
I never wanted things to be this way
Tell dad i owe him
I judged him far to fast
Now i'm the one living in the trash