Oh, so we back now huh?
Gold with the black like we tough, aye yuh
I looked to my past but can't find a day 1
I've had my share of feelings so I cant feel none
2019 all the lies coming out
My homie told me that he can't find his way out
I heard a girl say that she don't wanna go out
All these guys wanna hit it but instead, they gettin' out
Ay yuh all these thoughts comin' loose
Ay yuh don't know who I'm running to
Cause I'm loving when there's something but I know It's gone soon
Huh who are you? Oh god who are you?
I've been staying in the house while my friends are out there kickin' it
Cause they know that I ain't sippin' it
Shorty told me I'm too innocent
Her glass was half full so I guess I'm just a pessimist
Yeah, We've all sinned, we're messed up
Sinful human
I thought God was gonna judge me
And ask me what have you've done
But he didn't
Instead, he decides to send his son to the earth
My lord hang on that cross and put an end to the curse
I don't know why would God
Sacrifice his son
So then I get saved
And can go to heaven
I still lose my sight
To the dark when light
Keeps turning back
I wonder what has happened
I was defeated and lost and God found me a home
Many brothers inside and we are never alone
Thank God for my life is still moving on
In Heaven with Jesus, I know that's where I belong
So when the devil tries to tell me a lie
I will remember to keep gazing the light
I open my Bible every night before bed
Thank God I will always found the truth inside whose name is Jesus Christ
Once it had occurred to me
These things are never what they seem
They're constantly deceiving what you see
And what's in front of me
I'm reaching for a higher pedestal but losing energy
It seems to me, my destiny is just a fallacy, mistake belief
As a written list of who to be, I'm losing me to foolery
Not true to the artillery the king of you and me
Not the sin that came from hell for me
The keeper of keys took me off the chain and made me see
That freedom seldom seeks you out, the reapers good at keeping count
Immoralize the mortal eyes, we fortified our secret lies
But little do we know the secret lies between our eyes
The ink put to words from the speaker which it was derived
Aye, nah
Lemme testify
Made in the fire got the burns to show that I survived
Give me a second Ima grab my seconds turn the tide
Keep on winning, want the trophy? You should get in line
I hit the beat and write on white - the Book of Life I'm free on
Periodic, got a lot of bright like light and neon
We believe you if you feature shiny things and freedom
Like whatever I want, then take the time to delete 'em
It's that path I know is wide open
Then we wonder why we're choking
Man I'm sick of this, I feel done with rap
Maybe these eyes are the only things holding me back, like
I wait and you don't
I pray and you hope
Can't say this a joke
You lie but I know
You lie but I know
Invite, but no show
Can't take it no more
Solo with the bros
Mind like a rock ingrained in my brain
Not regretting this now, but later when the shame came
Back to the past with what you call "love"
With an automatic to a casket, it won't last this is tough