Can't say what I want to say
I can't open up
And show you all my hate
Cause I despise the world
That's staring back at me
Though I play the fool
So no one ever sees
Maybe I'm deluded
Maybe I'm not hiding shit
Maybe they call my bluff
Cause they know
I'll never quit
No matter how much I want to
It feels like I'm walking through glue
No matter how much I want to
I've been trying to talk to you
Just say what you want to say
Just open up
And show me all your hate
Maybe I'm deluded
Maybe I'm not hiding shit
Maybe they call my bluff
Cause they know
I'll never quit
No matter how much I want to
It feels like I'm walking through glue
No matter how much I want to
I've been trying to talk to you
I wanted to tell you
I like your style
And I wanted
To ask if you'd stay awhile
And I wanted to tell you
I like your smile
I feel the weight on my chest
As I try to clean up another mess
No, I really don't know
What it is I did this time
Maybe I'm deluded
Maybe I'm not hiding shit
Maybe they call my bluff
Cause they know
I'll never quit
No matter how much I want to
And it feels like I'm drowning in glue
No matter how much I want to
And I've been trying to talk to you