Turn me up I don't think that they listening
Traumatised from this life that I'm living in
I know I'm high off the drugs, I'm not feeling it
I've been thinking about life, I've been risking it
Fighting demons I know they not getting in
And my heart so cold, all alone I start shivering
Love or hate but I can't tell the difference
Real or fake, I just can't tell the difference
When I talk it really be the truth
Ma I'm sorry for all the things I put you through
It's not your fault, decisions that I choose
I'm just tryna get rich, a youngin' skipping school
On the road I'm just tryna improve
I got no love, if you snooze then you lose
As a youngin' ain't know what to do
Started skipping my classes and breaking the rules, like damn
I ain't even know what to do, okay
I'm just tryna prove
And I ain't even think I would graduate
Had a dream tried to tell them they laughed at me
Nowadays don't want no one feel sad for me
And I Ion' even look for apologies
I just wanted to hear that you proud of me
Bossed up big Benz, yeah they doubted me
T'd up, you not gang get around from me
I'm like f*ck it, might pour me a four
I don't want you no more, stop calling my phone
She texting my phone, I ignore it
How the f*ck I really fell for a stranger?
And I ain't tryna f*ck right now, maybe later
Can't love, I'm in love with this paper
If she ain't tryna f*ck, word to bro I won't make her
And no I don't drink but this bitch got me drinking
It's late up out here and I'm sitting here thinking
When I told you I love you, it's just from a distance
Just stay solid with me when I'm missing
Turn me up I don't think that they listening
Traumatised from this life that I'm living in
I know I'm high off the drugs, I'm not feeling it
I've been thinking about life, I've been risking it
Fighting demons I know they not getting in
And my heart so cold, all alone I start shivering
Love or hate but I can't tell the difference
Real or fake, I just can't tell the difference
When I talk it really be the truth
Ma I'm sorry for all the things I put you through
It's not your fault, decisions that I choose
I'm just tryna get rich, a youngin' skipping school
On the road I'm just tryna improve
I got no love, if you snooze then you lose
On the road I'm just tryna improve
I got no love, if you snooze then you lose