Global Octopus - Grieve Today for Tomorrow (feat. Shalon) Lyrics

I don't mean to break your heart, it's just my timing
If I said I don't need you that means I'm lying
Preemptive sorrow
Grieve today for tomorrow
Love don't last forever hearts are borrowed
Anguish take its place, will I be okay
All your colors dissipate, the remains are gray
Preemptive sorrow
Grieve today for tomorrow
Love don't last forever hearts are borrowed
Anguish take its place, will I be okay
All your colors dissipate, the remains are gray
Love and hate take up the same space
I can't look at your face the same way
Feelings fade and I'm so afraid you won't love me one day
That I push you away
Probably think I don't reciprocate all the feelings you gave
You complete me not easy to say
Stomach queasy, tiptoe 'round the sentiment like a ballet
It's hard to dig with a broken spade
Time spent, lunches, dinner
I was broke and you paid
I was broke and you saved
I hate that 'cause it gave you power over me
And I hate that you always express your love so openly
If I say it back that makes it real, I'm ill-equipped to deal
Averse to hurt, don't know how to heal
Man I hope you know this stuff is all true
Doesn't matter 'bout the way I act I see me and you
Panoramic view
Walking I stay still
Constantly wanting more than what you give
But I barely understand my own shit
I hate to get back down into this pit of despair
Anxiety when I'm with other girls, it's unfair
Only your qualities can kick me out of my gaze
Feelings of guilt, I know you won't lead me astray
Preemptive sorrow
Grieve today for tomorrow
Love don't last forever hearts are hollowed
Anguish take its place, will I be okay
All your colors dissipate, the remains are gray
Preemptive sorrow
Grieve today for tomorrow
Love don't last forever hearts are hollowed
Anguish take its place, will I be okay
All your colors dissipate, the remains are gray
The remains are gray
Remains are gray