GLEAM - porcelain Lyrics

Baby i feel like im worthless
Swear i try my best but you treat me like im vermin
Lets run away lets join the circus
Find me bleeding out patch me up and make it perfect
Everytime we talk you make my head hurt
Ive been thinking bout the times we were together
Rain is falling know you like the shitty weather
Ask me when im coming back i think its never
Im not ever coming back
Cut it off left the memories in the past
Shattered limbs like my bodys made of glass
Put this smile on my face like its a mask
Baby theres so many things i couldn't ask you
At the party spill my guts out in the bathroom
I let you slip out of my fingers thought i had you
It's too much drama baby i could never handle
Baby i could never handle
I need you stuck on top my body like a tattoo
Like is that too much to ask you
You let me shatter like im porcelain
So much going on i can tell im not important
Let me give up let me forfeit
I cant bare to see you disappear this shit is horrid
I wake up and my sheets stained red
Blowing up my phone i should've kept it in my head
You spent all this time tryna get me in your bed
I spent all this time crying wishing i was dead
You left me hanging by a thread
Don't got anyone to talk to don't got any friends
And i wish i could've stopped you what could i have said
Shattered porcelain in my hands
Think my wrists are falling off
Feel like throwing up everytime i try to talk
Where the f*ck did i got wrong
Standing on the edge can you please just push me off
I cant tell whats going on
Let you cut me open but you never stitch me up
Handing me the blame but you know its not my fault