I've been hiding in my mind for far too long
Forcing people out and putting up these walls
I've been getting tired of living like this
Dreaming of a life that'll never exist
I'm striving for a crown that's just gonna wear me down
I'm searching for a purpose but nothing seems worth it
I'm trying to swim but I'm stuck in the undertow
I wanna be cured of these thoughts but I can't let go