trying to heal Video (MV)

Haven't you seen what I've been through?
Do I really need to explain myself?
Was the pain worth it?
Why oh why does it hurt so much?
Who is out there to save me?
Lord I put my trust in you, only you can save us
You've said "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten son"
I am a sinner
Father forgive me for I am sinning

I am tryna heal
It hasn't been easy, being on the road for that long
God has always been by my side
I need to thank him, he's my savior
I am limiting things, that I didn't find okay
I need a break, it's been so hard
But I won't break now, it's time to step it up
Through Christ I can do it
Gotta tell myself

I've been in the shadow for a long time
It's time to come out of that shell, don't you worry
I'll come back stronger, just give me a little bit of time
I told you I was fine
But don't you see my pain?
Don't you see what I'm going through?
Time to care for myself
But all I need do is to

I am tryna heal
It hasn't been easy, being on the road for that long
God has always been by my side
I need to thank him, he's my savior
I am limiting things, that I didn't find okay
I need a break, it's been so hard
But I won't break now, it's time to step it up
Through Christ I can do it
Gotta tell myself-