Lucky Video (MV)

I can't feel my body today don't recognise my feelings at all my vision is blurred and everything's gray my inside's a tiny ball i hear u tell me that u understand everyone has bad days and ur mind is a grand maze so lucky to experience this first hand my eyes are in a gray haze and my brain is a weird place but luckily, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i can never keep still lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute my sanity's dependent on a pill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i am mentally ill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute i can't form any sentence today feels like my head don't work controlled by someone that won't go away i look at u and u smirk i hear u tell me that u understand everyone has bad days and ur mind is a grand maze so lucky to experience this first hand my eyes are in a gray haze and my brain is a weird place but luckily, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i can never keep still lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute my sanity's dependent on a pill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i am mentally ill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute u don't really wanna know about my anxiety attacks u don't really wanna know about all the stuff i do when i'm alone and i can't handle my own thoughts no u don't wanna know the details of my trauma u don't wanna be involved in all my emo drama u don't understand my world i'm not ur manic pixie dream girl but luckily, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i can never keep still lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute my sanity's dependent on a pill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i can never keep still lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute my sanity's dependent on a pill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute that i am mentally ill lucky, oh i'm so lucky u think that's cute