Gio Leone - Through The Pain Lyrics

If my eyes were painted in black, would you see the pain
If I tell you I love you, will you feel the same
Grinding now, I'm still at my lowest
I'm scarred, bitch, in case you never noticed
Back on my feet, all I got is me
Killers playing for keeps, showing my son a better me
Cause I wish I had that father figure
Willie D on my arm, the pain runs deep, I'm getting sicker
You wouldn't understand if I told you I would see the day
That I found my family, the smile I had on my face
Plenty years of suffering, I'll never forget it
F*ck them people that did you wrong, nobody will get it
I cry when I see her face, I cry when I see his face
If I tell you I'm okay, I'm not okay
But I still gotta smile through the pain
But I still gotta smile through the pain
Not even Freddy could come kill me in that nightmare
Demons in my head and they telling me to come there
God got me going through the obstacles
I'm at the finish line, there's no time for being logical
I get them people that think drugs is the answer
Whatever it takes and now I can't even speak
Six feet deep, dear ma, rest in peace
Pops looking down, he see me, pain runs deep
So much f*cking shit inside I gotta deal with
Time's short, money only thing I'm in love with
Can't trust a, let me not go there
I gave you my heart now I'm broken, you don't f*cking care
My love for you was so sincere
Then you turn your back on the one that was always there, damn
But I still gotta smile through the pain
But I still gotta smile through the pain
Look me in my eyes, I bet you'll see the pain
Angels in my vision standing in the rain
Down and out, look at me in the eyes
Traumatized, cried so much I can't cry
Move with this pain, yeah, I do my best
At the top, vision it till I got none left
Grinding, yeah, cause that's all I got
Look at my eyes through the pain, now I can smile a lot