Do you remember the 31st night of December?
When the stars and midnight sky spread
And wove a bedcover for the two of us
When we could only smile through our silent lips
But our hearts burgeoned into a twin-flamed wisp?
I turned to you in unfounded courage 'Why not make this official instead?'
The grave of the bodies I kissed for the last three years
Had it known I am not destined for a cold rusted bed of tears
A second of pause then a smile sprung from you 'Why not?'
They tell us love does not become one overnight
How rare is it to feel both starry-eyed and safe
In the form of one guy?
Now all the saved seats beside me are yours
With you sleep is a comfort blanket of white noise
No more the tempting phantom with the grieving voice
I now wake thanking God for all those boys
Tears turned lessons and led me to this golden choice
Of mine
And you've become my confidant
Of all who's who - the ones I give my best
The ones whom I give my heart a rest
And the vipers breathing behind my desk
And now we're spilling weekends with my friends
Oh how you casually show me off to your friends
I shall paint new memories of you
In different lights and hues
One-of-a-kind guy
You've turned this cynic into a faithful devout
Chalice and wine
You quench my thirst with your mouth
Silver fox I tame
What do you say if this is the endgame?
I love you. I love you. I miss you