Strange to Love Video (MV)

Said so long to you seems I am afraid of the good things that are like you
And my heart oh I feel want to change but theres broken parts to me
As I age its strange to love
As I age its strange to love
Since you let me close enough to be beside you there I found it frightful
I could never let it be I went and turned the other cheek and let you go
As I age its strange to love
As I age its strange to love
Is the price too high for love to let it top me?

You should see me walk and lose the rhythm of my feet
People tell me I'm all in my head
I lay out on my couch and imagine that I'm dead
But they're so right in telling me I haven't made my bed

I go on saying forget it its on me oh my dear its not about you
I can't stay I am always in my way killing off good things to be
So I've refrained myself to love
I refrain myself to love
You keep saying to me I'm much deserving of the good things I may come to
Well I thought you'd see the worst in me because I only care about myself
(There's more to see the worth in me I've put up on the shelf)
And as I age its strange to love
(To love)
But in a rage I crave to love
(True love)
How can I change from stuck to love?
Why do I doubt me?
To negate myself your love
Will ever haunt me
A mistake I've made my love