You need to move on
You've been this way for far too long
My best friend said to me
He said it kind of casually
He didn't really care
I saw this cute blonde looking my way
I smiled and said "don't wait up"
But I said it just to shut him up
Cuz' I am stubborn to the core
Later that night I knocked on your door
But enter play the man you swore
I "needn't worry about"
It might have been the cortisol
Because the next thing I could recall
Is sending his fake smile
Straight across your hallway floor
I attended the classes
The workshops and I sang in the masses
I even learned how to breathe
But not within a hundred feet
And I also turned to God
To Twin Flames and Tarot cards
And I kind of bought it all
Thinkin' "I'm good on my own"
But I am stubborn to the bone
So I called you up from a number unknown
And said "hey babe you know next weekend is Valentine's Day?"
You said "G I can't believe it's you"
"You know that Robbie is still on ICU?"
"If you ever call me again
I swear I'll have you killed"
In therapy
I was told that you're not for me
It was undeniable
We're simply incompatible
Even my daddy said
The one who was always on your side
Before he said goodbye
Some birds were never made to fly
But I'm a stubborn little f*ck
One last time I thought I'm gonna' try my luck
So I sent a text but your phone replied
Undelivered
I guess it's easy to go insane
When you've got no choice left to make
Except to be the change I wish to see
I've to be the change I wish to see
I've got to be the change
That I wish
To see in you