Gigo - Selfish Lyrics

Morning comes
I haven't slept a blink
But I blame it on the drinks
From yesterday
But I know better
Than to lie to myself

I know I haven't called
But as I said before
Don't
Wanna' take you down in the fall
Cuz' you deserve much more
But I still Love you
And I hope you know

This is just a phase
I know it's not forever
But right now I've got to face
My world, alone
I'm deep down in a hole
And you wanna' help me up
I wanna' reach for your hand
But you'll only be alone again

That's why
Now's a time for me to be Selfish
Yeah that's why
I don't deserve your love
Your heart or your patience

And so Selfish
Are my thoughts
So I lied and said you were to blame
I shut my heart and walked away
But hurt people hurt so I guess
I hurt in return?

I want you to know
I miss your face
One day I'll see it clearer
But right now I've got to face
This man in the mirror
Keeps me up at night
And holds me down when day
Baby this is not your fight
That's why I have to stay away

That's why
Now's a time for me to be Selfish
And that's why!
I don't deserve your love
Your heart or your patience
That's why!
Now's a time for me to be Selfish
That's why!
And I know that you fear
I'm gonna' do something
Reckless

No I won't, no I won't
It's the thought of coming home back to you
That keeps me going on
Going on
Keeps me going on
Keeps me going on