Gigo - Out of my mind Lyrics

I'm in the spotlight
But all I can see is my shadow
Where do I go from there?
The lights are blinding
And everyone's face is a medal
That shines on me

But do you love me?
Or is it the mask that I wear
The only thing that you can bear?
My true color is the one of
A captive in a destiny
That you label
A "fantasy"
Oh now

But I still believe
I'm out of my mind
I'm out of my mind
Yes, I'm out of my mind
That's the reason why
See me smile all the time

Behind the smile I
Question all that's around me
Even star constellations
But the answer that I seek
Is not the one I liked at 23
But I'll give it my time now
And my patience

But I still believe
(but I still believe)
That I will be free someday
But till then

I'm out of my mind
I'm out of my mind
Yes, I'm out of my mind
That's the reason why
See me smile all the time

I hear the cheers
That quickly disappear
In this fog of doubt
I can't live without

Cuz' I'm

I'm out of my mind
That's the reason why
See me smile all the time